Monday, December 10, 2018

Gracious Pt2

So my last entry said that Man had ups and downs. I didn't specify the downs. I was high on the ups. Here are the downs:

His leg hurts. He has ankle pain. His cast makes life very uncomfortable. He can't leave the house, he can't walk the dog, he can't cook a meal, he can't sit at the cinema, he can't drive his car, he struggles to eat dinner at an angle. He has to suffer my wayward ways of coping, he struggles to engage with the boys, he is compliant with watching me taking the bins out, he grapples with Max walking the dog, he relents when his best friends go out on their bikes. My man relents when it comes to housework, laundry, cooking. Man is a hero.

Man has a Disability badge - so he can park near entrances. Man has a myeloma diagnosis so he can access cancer wards with the most joyful nurses. Man has 23 hours in bed to alleviate his pain and so he sucks up lonely times. My husband is resilient, hardy. My husband is gracious. My husband is grateful for every single day and for every single day ahead of him.

Life in our house is hard - our children push the buttons, hubby is unable to do physically anything - I am the cleaner, cook, carer, parent as well as working full time. Life is a dichotomy of caring and living.

My role is practical - it's all I can reliantly do. Whilst my husband heals, I wait. And I'm not good at that but I do my best. My best is not great, my best is a trial, but my best is all of me. I try. I wish and I hope and toil to make his life as easy as it can be.

Life is a challenge and provocation meets us daily.

Tomorrow Man will again visit Beckett Suite for his Zometa. I can't be with him, I wish I could be.

Heal with us, I'm trying to xx






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